6 months ago the story began...
April 2009 a saturday around 4:50pm on the skyrock chat english channel.
Me benji chatting having fun with everyone else on the chat. Then suddenly my talk on hold starts flashing!
Me woundering who could that be? So i clicked on the flashing icon, then it was a girl, called Miiss-Lolaxox.
Hmm i've seen her before on the chat but i don't really know her?
The count down has began!
The conversation started...
Minutes after minutes we started to:
Like each other!
Having fun together
Appreciating each other.
Laughting together.
Then i knew that she took my heart i loved her but i didn't wanted to tell i guess i was scared of her to have a bad reaction! So i kept it for myself!
Then after few days i told her how i felt for her...
Before all of this it was you on a side and me on the other side, then it became us.
2 weeks later the troubles started to appear!
It was a monday i think after school both of us on the english chat having fun laughting with the other people.
Then suddenly someone accused her to be a fake to use someone else's pictures. I was just shocked and confused. I had to know the truth. So i quickly went in a private chat with her and asked her.
- Is it true what they're saying about the pix :Q please tell me the truth idc cos i love you for your personnality idc bout the way you look like...
-No benji! it is me on those pictures don't know they're just chatting shit about me don't worry babe:)
I had to believe her cause she was the girl who took my heart away i just had to. Cause i loved her!
Few weeks after this accusation they're back again...
This time they found pictures of her on google who was the pictures of a American model.
I coudn't believe it so i had to check. When i saw it i was just crying, mad, confused i felt i don't know words can't describe this feeling it's jsut weird.
But!
I coudn't let her down cause i loved her so i had to believe that it was just something made up against her.
Ok let's forget about this part!
I'm not gonna write the whole story cause i want to keep some stuff just for the 2 of us that only us can remember well i know i will always remember this... Anyways let's move on.
2nd time that we're breaking up...
This was on the 23rd or july 2009
The day before i was leaving to go to france for 2 weeks then LA!
She just couldn't handle it anymore too much pressure i guess. Anyways we just slip up!
After the summer holidays 2009.
Everything bakc to normal.
I'm on msn then who come's on? Her!
I was a bit angry but i felt like if she's happy like this it's ok...
Anyways 2 weeks after this is where i made the BIGGEST mistake of my life!
Arguing with her!
Big fight 10 000 deads and 1 000 000 000 badly injured and then huh? Wtf oO This isn't the story hmm wtf i'm going crazy omg >.<
Ok let's get back to the story :S
Yeah so yea after that fight we've stop talking to each other for like 2 weeks now and i really miss her i really mean it. But with this fight i didn't only lost her love but i lost her trust and this is the most important thing!
And why this article?
Cause i just hope that is she comes on my blog 1 day she'll remember me and all the good and bad time we've spent together it was special!
This isn't the only article i've made for her you can go on this blog
YZIO you can see all the other articles that i've made for her!
So i hope you won't make the same mistake as me when you love someone treat teh person like a king/queen
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